The ndakatulo moyo

"Moyo wa ndakatuloyi"

Nthawi zimachitika: mutawerenga ndakatulo, moyo mwadzidzidzi amaundana ena akuti, mzere wandikhudza mu mtima zinandivuta kwambiri wa umunthu wanu! mizere ili ndakatulo pulsing kudzera m'mitsempha yake ndi kuchucha kale mu magazi anu, onyamula mphamvu mu mau thupi. Ndipo, ndithudi, izi mzere wapadera muyaya okhala mu yonse yochepetsetsa ya thupi lanu, ndipo inu kubwereza iwo mobwerezabwereza, akutama kukongola kwake ndi kuzama kupitirira.

Ndipo inu mukudziwa chimene -
Mizere andakatulo?
Kuti si chinthu chinachake mu mawu,
Iwo - Vienna mu ndime.

Ndipo, pulsing, akukhamukira
Nthawi iliyonse mizere moyo,
Ngati munthu mwadzidzidzi angayerekeze
Prosheptanem kupita ndi kulima mmwamba -

Anakulira ndime, akuponya mwa mitsempha,
Waluso polankhula bwato ...
Wolemba ndakatulo anaichitadi makoma -
... ndi kuyesa pochitika.

The kwambiri Russian Wolemba Mikhail Ivanovich Glinka (1804-1857), bambo nyimbo Russian chakale, zimatsindika: "Kuti akonze kukongola, tiyenera kukhala moyo wangwiro kwambiri." Monga ingakhalepo gwero wangwiro wa madzi akuda ku zauve ndi - ukonde. choonadi ichi chapatsidwa kwa ife kuchokera kwa Mulungu. Kodi moyo amaphunzira choonadi ichi? "Moyo ndi chikhalidwe Mkhristu" - maganizo kwambiri, ndi za kwa mphunzitsi Orthodox kachikhulupiriro ka mpingo Tertullian, amene ankakhala kumayambiriro kwa II-III zaka BC. Ndiko kuti, munthu amene poyamba analengedwa ndi Mlengi m'chifaniziro cha Mulungu, zikufunika mumtima kuti tidzilumikizana Naye. Popanda kulankhulana izi, ngati asakhalenso mu nthambi ya mtengo, umafota ndi kufa mwauzimu ndiponso mwakuthupi. moyo wake ukusandulika zamkhutu, mu woyaka kanthu kupyolera mu nthawi kuthamangitsa wosangalala zofuna padziko lapansi, amene sangakhuteyu kwathunthu. Chikhristu kuti ali makamaka yake mfundo za moyo ndi mtendere, organic komanso mwadongosolo, wosiyana nzeru ena onse.
"Chikhristu ndi vumbulutso la chowonadi la Kumwamba, Uthenga Wabwino kwa mtundu wa anthu, osati akubwera kuchokera munthu kapena mngelo, koma kwa Yehova Mulungu ndi Mlengi." Akamanena za Chikhristu - chikondi. Koma si wina zachilengedwe, chibadidwe osati kwa munthu, komanso zinthu zonse zamoyo padziko lapansi, ndi woona - Mulungu. Kuti chikondi cha Mulungu ndi weniweni,. chikondi - ndi chimake, chomangira cha ungwiro mwa munthu, umene anagula pang'onopang'ono lonse moyo wa munthu. Zomwe zabwino m'moyo zimagwiridwa ndi chikondi chotero, chikondi chotero amapuma yonse yochepetsetsa m'dziko. Chikhristu chimaphunzitsa kuti zachilengedwe chikondi - chikondi, dreamy, maganizo ndi matupi limene lingathandize ife, ndi kuwonjezera komanso Mwamsanga pambali ife ndi zikhoza kutembenukira "m'kuphethira kwa diso mu udani likuchemerera." Chikondi chotere chilibe dyera, zinakhalapo okha kwa nthawi yaitali kuwafikira ku cholinga - zokhumba zanga. "Kudzikonda mu yodzibisa" - amatanthauza Chikondi Paulo Florensky. Ndipotu ife tonse matendawa kudzera kukhumba zinthu zosangalatsa, ndalama, mbiri ya dziko lapansi, ndi chosatheka kukwaniritsa zolinga izi, kumabweretsa mavuto. Pali lamulo wauzimu - chikondi chenicheni ndi kosatheka kumene kulibe kudziletsa nzeru, motero kudzichepetsa chotsatira. Kudzikonda amapha chikondi chenicheni, ndipo mpaka ife anayamba kuchita ndi zilakolako mwa ife, ndi zilakolako za mtima wathu umatipatsa akuvutika, timayesetsa choonadi ndi chikondi cha Mulungu. Nzosadabwitsa Chikhristu amatchedwa chipatala, chipatala komwe ndi njira zonse kuchiza kudzikonda. T.Travnik mizere wake ndakatulo akulimbikitsa onse a ife kupeza, kumvetsetsa ndi moyo kuti chikondi chenicheni:

Mukudziwa chikondi - amakonda moyo.
Osati fussy maganizo a chilakolako,
Skilful nsanje, amene kukoma
Nauseatingly bwino.

Ndipo mu chikondi, kumene kulibe
Ngakhale akazi kapena amuna okha kuyatsa,
A mtundu umodzi, umodzi kamvekedwe
Chikondi ikutchedwa ndi ...

Ndipo kupitiriza kugawaniza ndekha
Kukonda mabwenzi, chikondi cha adani,
Kukonda mumaikonda, sakondedwa -
Zonse zikhala lonse ndi ogwirizana.

Chomaliza Vesi izi ndakatulo limafotokoza momveka T.Travnika ngati - ndakatulo Orthodox Christian, amene wolemba ndakatulo akuonetsera kuzindikira kwake molondola chikondi cha munthu. Iliyonse mbali ya moyo kapena ndakatulo anaulula analenga ndakatulo, Christian Orthodox worldview wafala m'dziko zilandiridwenso ndakatulo Terentiya Travnika. Izi makamaka ankaona mu mzimu wa ndakatulo ndi akatswiri achipembedzo, kubweretsa mtima owerenga ndi mutu wa Mulungu mu moyo wa munthu, kuwulula kufunika kwake mu botolo la moyo padziko lapansi, cholinga cha moyo ndi imfa, wakutemwa wapadera wa anthu Russian. Kukangana za iwo okha pa nkhani ya ndakatulo, wolemba moona anavomereza chikoka cha ndakatulo yokha pa chitukuko cha umunthu wake wolemba ndakatulo, kumvetsa kwake kuwonjezeka nkhani zofunika tanthauzo la moyo ndi tanthauzo lake pamaso pa Mulungu mu mphindi iliyonse ya moyo wake. Ponena za Mlengi, wolemba ndakatulo modzichepetsa anapempha kuti "ndakatulo uta":

Inu kudzutsidwa ine chikondi
Mawu kufufuza mu mpweya wa moyo;
Mawu mtima thupi
Only lamulo umodzi wa ganizo.

Tengani, Ambuye, tiweramitse ndakatulo -
Wolemba ndakatulo mphatso ndi kupanduka,
Koma ngati mfundo mogwirizana
Mu iwo, chakuti ife timachitcha chilengedwe,
Izi zikutanthauza kuti moyo sikunapite pachabe
Temoyu kwayamba kukhala!

Ndi Mulungu mu mzimu, ndi zochokera waukulu Orthodox Christian choonadi, ndakatulo bwinobwino zochimwazo kumathetsa kwambiri anthu ntchito yaikulu - chikumbumtima amalenga yekha, monga munthu, nsembe, nthawi zina ngakhale bwino kudzikonda mawonekedwe kunja. Orthodox worldview Mkhristu amapereka T.Travniku ufulu mkati ndi tanthauzo la chakuti chitukuko pazipita ndi chisonyezo cha wojambula mu dziko kunja onse a luso lawo, mphamvu ndiponso luso, koma popanda Mulungu mu moyo ndi yofunika kwambiri kwa imfa.
Lumikizani mazana awiri a makumi awiri ndi makumi awiri koyamba kwa Russia ndi wapadera - ndi chitsitsimutso cha Mzimu. "The njala yauzimu", anapeza pa zaka makumi asanu ndi awiri kuti kulibe m'dziko zinachititsa kufunika kupeza yankho la funso zokhudza mfundo monga choonadi, Mulungu, tanthauzo la moyo wa munthu, mapeto a munthu. Moyo wa munthu anagwira mabuku a maganizo, chipembedzo, nthanthi chitsogozo cha Mzimu ndi wauzimu. Kodi kukhala zofunika kwambiri kwa logotherapy ano anthu Viktor Frankl (1905-1997) - ". Ndi Mzimu, ndipo wokhalapo wauzimu" Austria maganizo, akatswiri a zamaganizo ndi matenda okhudza ubongo, mkaidi a msasa Nazi, omwe akufanana ndi munthu Mfundo yaikulu ndiyambe kulankhula ndi mfundo yakuti munthu alibe UKHALIRA MUCHISANGALARO ndi kupeŵa ululu, ndi kumvetsa ndi kuzindikira tanthauzo la moyo wake - izi ndi njira yoyamba. The chachiwiri - tanthauzo angapezeke ndi kusaka ndi kukhazikitsa zochita umalimbana mwauzimu, mwa akukumana chofunika kwambiri kwa munthu wina, mfundo zake za chikondi kwa Iye. Ndipo njira lachitatu - ovuta kwambiri. mfundo imeneyi, kupeza lingaliro la mavuto awo ndi vuto limene simungathe kusintha. Kodi ndakatulo akhoza kuthandiza munthu wake ulendo wa moyo? Izi - ndakatulo wauzimu, ndakatulo zinakuchitikirani wauzimu, mofanana ndi "mkulu ndakatulo", omwe analemba Marina Tsvetaeva (1892-1941) - Russian ndakatulo, novelist womasulira, mmodzi wa aakulu andakatulo Russian za m'ma XX, mu gulu lake la ndakatulo. Kumene, ndakatulo T.Travnika ndi njira yamphamvu ya kudzutsidwa wauzimu munthu. Pamene iwo kudutsa mayesero wauzimu moyo, "chinachake - ngwazi, ndiye ... munthu wotayika anataya ', wolemba ndakatulo aphunzire kwambiri wauzimu, kufotokoza izo mu ntchito yake" kutenga mitima yonse yoyaka kwa mphatso - zikomo moyo "," mu ndinayamba ichi - pano: I kupuma, ine ndiri moyo, ine - chikondi ". Amazindikira maganizo ndi zochitika za moyo wake - chikhulupiriro ndi chikondi chake ndi imfa, otchedwa existential ululu kugwirizana ndi imfa ya misewu, kufunafuna tanthauzo la kukhalapo kwake ndi ntchito ndi kulemekeza moyo, anapereka kukula kwambiri wauzimu wa umunthu wake. Polankhula owerenga, T.Travnik akuti:


... Ine sindiri ndakatulo, ndi duhoslov.
Ine kuwotcha mavesi kuloza malingaliro,
Kukankha iwo akhomere mizere,
Lembani iwo ndi lingaliro la mtima ...

Muli kudabwa -
Ndi chimwemwe cha izo, izo ziribe kanthu,
Kodi mtundu wa amasintha kudzichepetsa kwanu
M'malo manyazi onyenga.

Ndipo inu werengani zimene Ine
Pa zaka zonsezi, Ndine rhyming,
Inu kupeza - nokha
adzayambira kuyamba.

The mizere komaliza ziwiri za ndakatulo chobisika cholinga T.Travnika onse ndakatulo. cholinga chabwino - kuthandiza owerenga anu kutsegula "palokha palokha, chiyambi chake anayamba" wolemba ndakatulo amaona utumiki wake. Ndipo chiyambi cha ndakatulo - komanso, zachilendo ndipo nthawi yomweyo, yophiphiritsira ankaikira wolemba: "Ine" - T.Travnik analemba makalata yaing'ono. njira iyi amazindikira, wolemba ndakatulo motsindika kuti ndi - monga mkhalapakati, kubweretsa ndi kufalitsa Mau a ndakatulo, ndi yosiyana, wopatulika kwambiri ndi wosatha Mawu, choonadi cha Mulungu ndi vumbulutso. "Ambuye ndiuza mphamvu ya Mawu nasolola magazi mu inki" - kotero akuyamba imodzi mwa ndakatulo oyambirira a ndakatulo iyi. Mwina ndicho chifukwa wolemba amadzitcha yekha "duhoslovom" amene investigates ndikupeza moyo wathu mwinamwake phokoso anati, kuwerenga, duhoslovnym wongonena, osati ndakatulo amene amadziwa elegantly ndi mochenjera rhyming. Kusuntha dala: ang'ono likulu kalata "Ine", makamaka pachiyambi wa mzere kapena Vesi, wolemba ndakatulo amagwiritsa zambiri kuti, Mulungu aletsa, "kukhala onyada mawu kuthira mphatso." Choncho, wolemba kuyenga ntchito yake osati zili komanso ntchito zithunzi ndi zojambulajambula. Zinali pano adawonetsera mphatso zokongola mawu wojambula, ndipo Travnik - wojambula. Kwa zaka zambiri anthu ndakatulo Sichinatsitsidwe adagawana ndi phale ndi easel.
Ndipo, ndithudi, ndakatulo T.Travnika ngati nsalu, osati kuchokera pansi, komanso ku mbali zodabwitsa zambiri za mtundu zenizeni. Aliyense mzere oti - ndi awo boma mapulani ndi nthambi. Mobwerezabwereza muwerengenso mizere wake ndi mawu. Ooneka ine, yosiyanasiyana ili ndi kumvetsa kwanga za moyo ndi imfa, kapena m'malo a kusinthika kuchokera ku moyo kupita ku imfa. Kwa zaka zambiri, chinkhoswe aakulu zamaganizo a zilandiridwenso, ntchito kutanthauza zolembalemba, sindikufuna zambiri asanakumanepo ndi ndakatulo zimenezi, chikunena ochepa m'mavesi amenewa kuya lake kawirikawiri wolemba ndakatulo akuti Travnik. Ine ndikuganiza si aliyense atalanda mawu a kulenga, anapatsidwa ufulu pang'ono kutsegula kuya kwa ife, owerenga. Kuona kuti Travnik kwenikweni kumva kunong'ona a kupambana ndi transmits mauthenga awa kwaife kudzera mu Mau ake a ndakatulo, kudzera mphatso yodabwitsa.
"Moyo wa ndakatulo" m'buku "ndakatulo ya mzere umodzi"