Moyo ndi imfa amati (Anapitiriza Part 2)

malingaliro anu

Mwana zaka khumi ndi zisanu, ndipo iye akufuna kuti azikhala maganizo ake. Moyo ndi maganizo anu! Chabwino kapena choipa?

Normal. Chabwino. Pa chikhalidwe chimodzi: ngati muli malingaliro.

Ndithu mwana wamng'ono pakati woyamba mawu analoweza zambiri amanena kuti: "Sam!" Kapena: "The lonse!" Ndipo mwa mphamvu zake akulu kuwalola kukoka mathalauza kapena kugwira supuni ndi kudya msuzi.

Ndipo - wachinyamata? Kodi mamita ndipo ndi T za Ine T E L m aka n o kuchita izo?

Inde, pafupifupi chilichonse akuluakulu! Ngati iye sali anazolowera akuyenda suspenders ... Pamaso kupeza pasipoti, ndiyeno - pamaso ukwati.

Koma zambiri zimachitika kuti munthu (kapena mtsikana) vymahal wamtali monga mayi ake, ndipo iye akukumbutsa tsiku lililonse:

- Phunzirani phunziro!

Ndipo izi asakhumudwitse kuchipatala akuluakulu? Nthawi zina ngakhale ogryznetsya:

- Ndikudziwa ndekha!

Ndipo ichi chimavala wake - kunyumba! Ntchito usiku, ubongo watopa ndi bedi likuitanirabe.

Ndipo - ndi ufulu? No-O, ndi kupanda chifuniro ndi kudziletsa - izo ziri zofunikira pa moyo paokha.

Chodetsa makolo wotopa. Koma nthawi zambiri zosasangalatsa amene sangathe ufulu! Kubwerera ku wosazindikira ndi chitsanzo zambiri za maphunziro. Ngati muli ndi mamita anakhazikitsa lokha mu nkhani iyi mode molimba (mwachitsanzo: kuchokera anai mpaka asanu - maphunziro), kotero adzakhala mayi wa dongosolo, "Phunzirani phunziro!"

Tinkakhala mnyamata wapafupi, atate wake ndi amayi anali tsiku lonse pa ntchito. Kale pa zaka zisanu ndi zinayi (ndipo kenako - kwambiri) iye chakudya chochepa chabe (msuzi, phala, mbatata) ndipo anakhala mosamalitsa malinga ndi ndandanda.

Kodi wina wa anyamata adzaitana pa khomo;

- Petka, kupita ku bwalo! Anyamata mpira kuwathamangitsa.

- Ayi, - akuyankha Petka.

- Kodi maphunziro anachita?

- Tikuphunzira anapanga. Mu nyimbo Ine ndiribe ankaimba ...

Ndipo ku limba.

Nanga simukufuna iye kuyendetsa mpira? Ngakhale ngati mukufuna: mnyamatayo! Koma ufulu ndendende akuyamba ndi kumvetsa tanthauzo la anthu d L D, osati akufunira, osati ndi zotsutsana kanthu achikulire, osati kudzikonda kapena zokhumba.

Kodi mukuganiza kuti owerenga, izi Petka kulangidwa, amene ngakhale chifukwa cha mpira ndi kwathunthu opanda munthu woyang'anira okalamba ali kutali choncho ... Kodi mukuganiza ngati iye "kuyesa" mankhwala pa malingaliro a zaka zofanana kapena wamkulu uyo?

Ndikukutsimikizirani - sadzagwirizana!

Chifukwa chiyani?

Chifukwa akhala ndi mu mamita ndi maganizo ndiponso - ngakhale ang'ono - zinachitikira wamuuza kuti mankhwala - zoipa! Ngakhale iye sanawone moyo dribbling osokoneza ndi mawu moronic pa nkhope yake, kotero akadali tamva mawu a zotsatira mankhwala osokoneza bongo pa wailesi, pa TV, makolo, m'mafilimu ndi ... anzeru mokwanira kuona, kumva, amaganiza ndi - kumvetsa kuti si koyenera kupita mu whirlpool. Sikuthandiza!

Ndipo - palibe wina tidzamunyengerera!

Koma pali wina "Kudzidalira" lagona pa mfundo iyi: kupanga njira yake! Ndipo pa chilichonse: "Usatero" The "ufulu" a unyamata adzalankhula (kapena - maganizo): "Uyenera!" Ndipo kuchita zinthu zosiyana ndi lolingalira - "kuti ngakhale anthu amene" kupereka uphungu, sakuganiza kuti ali pamwamba pa zonse yekha kutuluka mmbali ... Zimenezo - kuti ngakhale nokha!

Masiku ano ku zizolowezi akukopeka osati anyamata, koma nthawi zambiri - ndi atsikana. Njira yosavuta lililonse kwa iwo mankhwala osokoneza bongo - ndi chikondi cha osokoneza wamkulu kapena anzake. Apa ndi kagawo ku ukukamba ndaitchula wa pakati dera kupewa mankhwala ndi konzanso.

"Atsikana ena amaganiza kuti chikondi kungakhale mankhwala osokoneza bongo, koma mayi anga kukhala opanda chidwi mankhwala.

Pamene zinthu muyezo umene ife nthawi zonse akayang'anizananso. Bakuman openga munthu kugwa m'chikondi ndi kumwa mankhwala. Wokonzeka kupemphera kwa iye. Chimene iye anachita kwa iye, ndi N T E r Mukhoza mauthenga m'ma E N? C wa TH mauthenga tsa H mauthenga mamita mauthenga r Mukhoza m N D wa emotionality. osokoneza onse - psychopaths. Iwo maganizo onse kwambiri! Onse - pafupi kukwezedwa. Poyamba mtsikana anapanga kudalira maganizo pa bwenzi lake, kenako iwo anayamba kugonana, ndipo ubwenzi akufotokozera kugonana. Chabwino, ine ndingakhoze bwanji osamuuza chimwemwe ndi bwenzi langa? N N O tsa mauthenga L D ndi R ndi mauthenga T E TH N ndipo p za mamita ndi K ndipo N ndi T inu mamita Zikuoneka kuti kudalira mankhwala -. Chinthu chokha chimene chimagwirizanitsa iwo. Kuchiza ngati banja lokoma, tiyenera kuwakhazikitsa zipatala zosiyanasiyana. Mwamwayi, kulankhulana kudya yopuma. "

Mankhwala kuledzera - njira kupewa mavuto, kuzemba mavuto a chenicheni. Chilakolako kuchepetsa maganizo, kubisa nkhawa, kudzikayikira, analenga nkhambakamwa wodzikuza, kulimba mtima mukadzakula. Kuseri kwa izi zonse ndi kulephera, kusafuna kuti athetse mavuto a moyo, mikangano.

Mukufuna moyo maganizo anu? Kwambiri! Ndiye - loyambirira cha maganizo anu. Dzifunseni kuti: Kodi mukudziwa mmene kuganiza, kuunikira zochita zawo ndi ena ake, kuyerekeza zabwino ndi zoipa, kupanga zosankha zawo, ndi okwanira ena akuima monga nsomba amagwira nyambo?

Kodi inu? Mwachita bwino!

Inu simukudziwa? Phunzirani!

Kaya wodziimira munthu - koma osati kapolo anzanu (ndipo makamaka - wa anthu amene amanamizira kuti anzanu). Ndipo chinthu chofunika kwambiri! Musakhale kapolo wa zilakolako zake: "Ndikufuna", "sindikufuna". Munthu wanzeru, amene osati kumangopita mgwirizano wa moyo, ndi T r Mukhoza O T ndi moyo wake, kutsata mfundo zomwe zili mu mawonekedwe ambiri kwambiri, tingasonyezere motere: "Ine ndiyenera kuchita izo" "Ndipo ine ndiyenera kuchita"!

Palibe anganene inu kapena mlandu, ngati inuyo muchita chimene muyenera ndi mmene muyenera. Pali yochepa aphorism: ". Ufulu - ndi kuzindikira kufunikira"

Ndipo tsopano kwa iwo amene anazolowera moyo pa malamulo wina, koma osati bwinobwino amasankha yekha "ukazchikov" okha.

Pali wamkulu anthu chinthu choterocho: ng'ombe chibadwa. Ananyozedwa yaitali. Baibulo limatchula anthu amene alibe mfundo zawo, kapena zokhumba zawo ... waukulu ... palibe Chawo - ulamuliro kokha: ". Monga wina aliyense" moyo Mwina malo yofunika imeneyi anaitenga ku nkhosa. Nkhosa sizingathe moyo kunja nkhosa! Iye amafuna mtsogoleri.

Iwo anandiuza ine nkhosa zikachitika. Dziko mnyamata atakalishyako nkhosa. Ndipo mwadzidzidzi wa m'nkhalango nkhandwe analumpha, anamugwira nkhosa yolalikira. Boy kufuula anathamangira kwa nkhandwe. Sindinathe andipeze, koma adathamanga ndi kukuwa, ndipo patapita kanthawi nkhandwe anaponya nkhosa, natembenukira kwa nkhalango.

Kotero, kodi mukuganiza anapanga ku ukapolo nkhosa nkhandwe mano? Iye anayang'ana mozungulira ndi kuona munthu wina amene anali zotheka kuti agwirizane, anathamangira pambuyo nkhandwe! Wolf, nayang'ana za kumbuyo, imawunikidwa zinthu (nkhosa pafupi, mnyamata kutali), anagwira ndipo chinagwira nkhosa chakudya yekha ndi banja lake.

Inde, koma ... zinandikumbutsa kuyambira osokoneza sikutanthauza ndi opusa nkhosa. Monga kulowa ng'ombe ... Ayi, osokoneza kunena nkhosa. Inu ndithudi sakufuna kukhala ngati nkhosa ndi mano nkhandwe titenge. Kodi mukudziwa ...

Kodi mukudziwa zolakwa zanu? No ulemu, ine ndikutanthauza, aliyense amadziwa, nthawi zina kukokomeza iwo musataye. Koma - zolakwa ... Koma izi ndi zofunika kwambiri!

Chabwino, mwachitsanzo ... Inu - chifuniro ofooka. Inu mosavuta ndi munthu wina. Zoipa? Kumene, zoipa. Kodi kuchita? Choncho anthu akhale, ESL titero, nthawi zonse tcheru. Tinayamba "kwaika" malingaliro anu - kuwunika zinthu ngati sakhoza, amene akufunafuna gwero lake, kukhala ndi moyo wa moyo wanu. Ndipo mzimuwo mwamphamvu: No! Ayi, ayi, ayi! Ndipo inu nokha mu Nkhata-Nkhata.

N'chifukwa: Mu wachiphamaso?

Choyamba, mukukana kupereka zimene zingakupwetekeni (ndipo choncho naye ndi kukana zoipa kuthekera!). Izi, makamaka, n'kofunika kwambiri pa nthawi imene mumachita "amayesa" mankhwala.

Kachiwiri, mudzazindikira kuti simuli wotero deadhead, wokhoza ndithu kusankha zochita ndi zimene simuyenera kuchita. Ofooka chifuniro? Ili ndi funso maganizo. Kodi siyikuperekedwa kwa munthu mu mlingo wina kwa moyo ngati diso mtundu. N'zotheka kuphunzitsa ngati wothamanga amaphunzitsa thupi lake. Dzulo anali ofooka ndi lero ...

Today maganizo zimadalira inu!

«K mamita wa mamita ndi N D u mamita mauthenga ndi m, ndi mamita mamita mamita aka n o r Mukhoza yakumadzulo ndi b ya G ndi T ine".

(Leonardo da Vinci)

ukapolo

"Rab, kuwerenga mu dikishonare Dal - kapolo, munthu wotembenukira ku katundu wa mnansi wace, wopangidwa mwa mphamvu zonse za lake ..."

Ayi, ine ndikuganiza tanthauzo limeneli si woyenera kuti osokoneza lapansi. Jambulani si chuma, kapena mphamvu munthu wodzala si ... Kotero, osachepera, zikuoneka kuti iye.

Koma zimangooneka! Kweneko iye ali mwini kapolo. Kapena - slaveholders ... Dzina iwo ogulitsa mankhwala osokoneza bongo. Slaveholder ndi kapolo ... palibe - akapolo akadali nalazit si kuonana, koma mwiniwake wa moyo lokonda anthu amadziwa adzabwera, iwo adzadza kwa iye ndi idzam'patsa pa mtengo wa chiwonongeko chake, ndi mlingo - ingomusiyani moyo monga chiyenera kuloŵa mu uchimo! - kapolo kwa Master Oba wake kupita ndi kuba, ndi kuba, ndi ... Ndipo - osati chochitika chimodzi amadziwika - ngakhale kupha.

kugulitsa mankhwala osokoneza bongo amakhala pa mfundo: ndalama alibe fungo. Iye samasamala - zimene miyoyo ambiri wosweka, otsimphina, adatayika. Ndi eni! Oba ndi onse amene kuwathandiza, nthawi zambiri kusewera chimodzimodzi ofooka: chilakolako kutsanzira.

Inu mukudziwa chimene iwo anamugwira pamaso anyani? Pano pa izi chilakolako kwambiri kutsanzira ... Hunter moyo nyani adza kwa malo anthu nyama zimenezi, kufalikira zopezera amphamvu ndi kuyamba kukwera pa izo ndi kutembenukira somersaults, ndi nyani kuonerera mtengo ndi nsanje. Patapita kanthawi, masamba mlenje, "anaiwala" kukatenga maukonde. Monkey ndi wokondwa basi! Analumpha kumtengo, ndinayamba siketing'i ndi ... Ndipo - osokonezeka! Hunter atsala kukatenga moyo mankhwala ndi kupulumutsa ku zinyama.

Anyani amakonda bwanji! Chabwino, anthu ... N'zotheka kutsanzira wolimbikira ntchito munthu, molimba, mphatso ... Koma izi zonse kumafuna khama maganizo ndi chifuniro. Koma bwanji osokoneza ...

Mankhwala wogulitsa - ndi wochenjera mbuye wa moyo wanu. moyo wanu womvetsa chisoni! Komabe, pali yosawoneka, koma wamphamvu, katswiri inu mwamphamvu, koma osati kumasuka inu kuchokera zikhadabo zake ngati chiwombankhanga si anamasulidwa chiombankhanga kuti akagwire nyama. Ndipo limanenanso Dahl.

"A kapolo wa tchimo ndi kapolo wa zikhumbo, munthu amene anadzipereka ku ukapolo zilakolako awachitira."

Man. Kulimbikitsidwa mozungulira ndi zilakolako ... Kulibwino asanene! Pa nthawi Dahl sanali kumwa mankhwala osokoneza bongo mu Russia. Koma panali zilakolako zina zimene mateche padziko amuna: kuledzera, dyera, khadi masewera ... chilakolako Izi anagwira pa Intaneti kwa nyamazo, ndi kuthawa iwo mwamuna kuthetsa khalidwe lake sizinali zophweka. Koma onse mofanana - osati molimba monga ku unyolo wa bongo! Pakuti chilakolako Vutoli unagwirizanitsanso ndi mavuto.

Kodi muli kuti owerenga afe ndi njala kwambiri? Nthawi zonse njala, ndipo alibe kanthu kakudya ... Kapena - woopsa ludzu. Kumwa! Kumwa! Koma zinthu izi ndi kuti palibe madzi! Nkomwe S anakumana ndi chiyeso chotere. Koma kuyesa kuyerekezera ... chipululu. Dzuwa ukugunda pansi. Kukuwotcha ... Ndipo - dontho la madzi! tsiku lonse. Ayi, wachiwiri ... tsiku lachitatu! Osati dontho la madzi ...

Ngati kupereka kwa kukayikitsanso kupita zimenezi mayeso, inu zimavuta kugwirizana. N'chifukwa chiyani nze nokha! Inde, palibe anganene kuti kuyetsa ndi ludzu mozunzika, chifukwa kuthekera kwanu akapolo mukudziwa kuti inu Sapita ndalama kuti tikapeze kuvutika ndi ludzu.

Ayi, iwo adzadzipereka inu palibe ufa, ndi - kuti F chachiwiri. High ku mankhwala! Ndipo ululu kuti adzatsatira Patapita nthawi, sananene mawu. Inde, ndipo musaganizire iwo.

Pali mawu akale kwambiri: ". Amene Mulungu akufuna kulanga, kutenga lingaliro" Ndipo palibe chifukwa munthu akakhala chiguduli, zimene zimene mukufuna.

Komabe, m'malo mwa malingaliro apo pali chinachake chatsopano, sankadziwa ndi zosasangalatsa: chibaba. Mankhwala tsokali otchedwa: bongo. Kusuta kangapo "udzu" kapena anayesa zina ululu chomwa mankhwalawa ndi ...

Ambiri osokoneza novice ndikuganiza, inde, ine ndikuponyera mu oment aliyense, akufuna ... Chiyembekezo "mphamvu." Koma maganizo, ngati zinthu zina zambiri mu psyche ndi thupi, zanzi mankhwala siziononga. Maganizo ayenera kugwiritsidwa ntchito mu muyeso, mukamapemphera kuyesa mankhwala kwa mwamphamvu kunena "Ai"!

Iye sanati? Kotero, inu pachiswe kukhala kapolo zizolowezi ...

Apa kukambirana zamaganizo Buyanova ndi mtsikana.

"- Koma ambiri amanena kuti palibe cholakwika ndi zizolowezi kumeneko. (Izi - wachinyamata).

- Munva nkhani imeneyo, analavulira mu nkhope ya anthu amene amafalitsa zopanda pakezo. mankhwala aliwonse mu manambala amenewa - mavuto, chisoni, vuto. Apa inu konse, pambuyo mlingo Mudzakhala osokoneza - imodzi yomweyo, winayo - patatha mwezi umodzi, koma kukhala ".

ndi mphamvu ngati poyizoni Nanga mankhwala otchedwa? Munthu yekha monga kulowa ndi adzasangalala, koma posakhalitsa patapita nthawi pang'ono kuledzera ayi izo zimayendera palokha, ndipo izi ndi poizoni, asaaonerera pa iwo.

- Tengani mankhwala! - mwakachetechete koma mwamphamvu khamu timu ya dziko, umene sunali apo kale.

Inde, kwa munthu anali mfulu. Koma tsopano ... tsopano winawake wamuuza mmene tiyenera kukhalira ndi chochita. Komabe, gulu lake kusanduka chimodzi:

- wogulitsa zozunguza ubongo! Wogulitsa zozunguza ubongo !! Wogulitsa zozunguza ubongo !!

- ndilibe ndalama - kulira mumbles osokoneza.

- Yang'anani! Ncho! Scrounge. Kuba. Kodi mukufuna! Koma - kamodzi: mankhwala!

Osokoneza mosaneneka ndikufuna kubwereza mkhalidwe umene iye anali mchikakamizo cha mankhwala. Iye amadziwa kuti mankhwala amakhala kapolo wa chilakolako, koma nkomwe aliyense wopanga athetse kuchokera mu msinga zimenezi.

Akapolo - kaya ndi kapolo anthu kapena kapolo wa chilakolako - anthu kuti chipongwe. Kwa Kapolo, kapolo watha makhalidwe adalinso ndi kukhala wolengedwa kugonjera kwa mbuye wake.

Ndi kapolo wa mankhwala chinthu chomwecho chikuchitika. Mafelemu osokoneza zinthu yopapatiza komanso malo nsomba anagwira ali mwapang'ono kukula kwa mphika imene amaloledwa kusambira ena.

Kodi ndi mmene kuti ndipeze ndalama zogulira mankhwala? Kodi? Kodi? !! Ndicho cholinga cha kuli mankhwala osokoneza bongo.

Zingakhale zabwino, ndithudi, kusiya chilakolako chowawa ... Koma mavuto osokoneza, pamene iye sangathe kupeza akuti mankhwala akewo, amene ali wolemera kwambiri kuposa anthu anakumana ndi anthu njala kapena ludzu. Pakuti mankhwala - ndi chete, kochenjera ndi yolusa chirombo pakhungu zofewa cha mphekesera stupefying - tsopano popanda kubisa chilichonse umabala zikhadabo zake lakuthwa ndipo amachititsa thupi lanu ufa, mwachinsinsi ndi kuzunzika kowopsya mu mayenje a mdima a ndende.

The osokoneza wasiya kukonda masewera ake onse m'mbuyomu. Gitala? Football? Books? .. Inde, kamodzi (posachedwapa!) Adakonda kuthamangitsa anyamata mpira, kumuyimbira gitala nyimbo za mwini wake, kuwerenga nkhani ofufuza ... Koma kuti anali mu kampani ina, m'moyo wina. Tsopano kunyoza wake kampani izi: osokoneza! Iye amapita kwa "nkhosa" anyamata ndi atsikana, dziko wamkati umene kupsa mu mawu awiri: idleness ndi kupanda uzimu. A mankhwala osokoneza bongo amakhala ku mankhwala kwa mankhwala. dziko lake: mankhwala - kuponya - nkhawa - kuswa - mankhwala pa mtengo uliwonse!

Phunziro kusukulu ... alibe chidwi kusukulu! Mukabwera ku sukulu, iye yekha amaganizira mmene iye adzapita ku kampani "awo", adzamwa "compote" kapena kumeza "gudumu" ndipo baldet. Ndipo aphunzitsi kudziwa, ndipo iye anakhala pansi kwa maphunziro, deuce, deuce deuce ... Kuti kuwonjezera kujombajomba. Ndipo apo pakubwera nthawi imene wachinyamata ikutha ku sukulu.

Amayi ... Mother-m'pofunika mukubisa ndi kumwa mankhwala osokoneza bongo, ndi sukulu mavuto. Mpaka nthawi inayake, n'zotheka ... koma ankapereka nsembe ubwenzi wabwino ndi mayi ake, chifukwa mwana wa amakakamizidwa kuti ayerekeze nthawi zonse, izo zonse nzabwino, amakakamizidwa kunama, ndi bodza ubale wabwino mu banja sangakhoze anamanga ...

Ndiyeno pali kuyamba matenda. Mankhwala chifukwa kutopa ndi kuchepa kwa nyonga. Pali kuyan'anila za mgwirizano galimoto, osokoneza amayenda peyupeyu, zina lake "amadzadza" ngati aledzera, alendo ndi kuganiza kuti anali ataledzera, ndipo akamuweruza kapena kumuseka ...

Koma ife kupereka pansi osokoneza ndi (ang'ono-book).

"Monga tsopano ndinazindikira kuti anataya. Moyo, ndi kumbuyo - kanthu, ndi nthawi, mozunzika, kuzunzidwa maola kufufuza mankhwala. Zosaka izi anatenga zonse. Ndinali wokonzeka kuswa shopu zenera ndi kupeza kuti mankhwala kuti mopupuluma kumeza zoledzeretsa. khama zoposa anadzichotsa yekha osati kupita ndi kulanda comer loyamba ... "

"Kapolo" si amadalira mwini, koma n'chimodzimodzi ndi umphawi wauzimu. Zonse zimene boma yachibadwa anali raison d'être, ndi kale, monga ngati kuchokera kwa munthu wina wachikulire, ndi kubwerera - nkhawa chimodzi chokha mankhwala.

Choncho ndi woyamba - imfa yauzimu ya mankhwala osokoneza bongo. thupi lake akupitiriza moyo, osokoneza adya, amagona, "prickly", akuyenda pansi, ngakhale peyupeyu. Koma moyo wake uli bwinja popanda zofuna ndi zokondweretsa, popanda adzidzidzi, opanda chidwi ndi zinthu, popanda chikondi cha abale, popanda kutsegula kukambirana moona ... The osokoneza sikunathandize kukhala ndi trudges kupyolera moyo ku mlingo wina kufika wotsatira.

'H T r Mukhoza mauthenga b c ndi N T H ndi r Mukhoza wa N imelo mauthenga H mauthenga mamita b r Mukhoza c ndi anthu d ndi T b r Mukhoza Inu L m pafupifupi aka n o mauthenga ".

(Seneca Jr.)

West German magazini "Der Spiegel" kamodzi lofalitsidwa kuyankhulana ndi awiri osokoneza bongo. Apa ndi kagawo ku kuyankhulana ndi.

"Ndi. Pa khumi ndi mnzanga ndinayamba kusuta hashish. Iye anali mu sukulu. Nthawi zina mu khola limodzi, ndi tinapatsidwa bongo.

Pamene ndinakumana ndi Martin - izo zinali zaka zisanu ndi ziwiri zapitazo - sindinathe mankhwala aliwonse limodzi. chakuti ife kugwiritsa heroin - vuto langa. Mu madansi, kumene Ndinagula hashish, ndinakumana ndi mtundu wina. Iye anandiuza kuti: "Dikirani, ine ndikupatsani inu chinachake bwino." Zinali ufa woyera. Tsopano Ndikuwonetseni mankhwala kuti adzaletse ayi okhumudwa ndi mkwiyo.

Kwa tsa tsa makalata ndi aka n o N D E N T. Kodi pali chirichonse mu moyo wanu china mankhwala?

About Na. Ine - kanthu. Ine mwina kupita ku mowa, kapena kugona, kapena kukhala mu chipinda ndipo yang'anani pa khoma.

About N. Kuyambira pamenepo, Ine Usabe, ine pafupi nthawi zonse kunama mu chipinda ndipo dikirani, ndipo pamene pomalizira kubwera Brigitte ndi kubweretsa mtanda ina heroin.

Kwa tsa tsa mauthenga ndi aka n o N D E N T. Kodi inu mumamva bwanji mukaganizira kuti iye ankachita nawo uhule?

About N. Kumene, ine ndikudana nazo. Ndikudwala izi. Koma pamene inu mukuganiza za mtanda wotsatira wa mankhwala, inu muiwale china chirichonse. "

Ndipo kuti moyo wovutika amatchedwa: yakumadzulo ndi m N S?

Kumwa mankhwala osokoneza bongo - akudwala misala. Inde, osokoneza adzakhala dzina munthu wabwinobwino maganizo. Pali kusiyana kumodzi: matenda ena maganizo kulanda munthu zifukwa kuzisintha wake. Koma osokoneza ali okha mwaufulu. Munthuyo akana wabwinobwino, zovuta, akumusokoneza, nthawizina - bwino, nthawizina - kovuta, koma nthawi zonse - moyo munthu wodabwitsa pamene angathe kugwira ntchito, kusangalala, kukonda, kugonjetsa akutulukira mu mavuto, zolephera kukhumudwa ndi kusangalala zigonjetso. Ine kukana ndi mavuto ake onse a moyo wosangalala ndi plunges mu matope a kuledzera mankhwala, amene amavutika chifukwa cha imfa ya zonse zimene anali nazo: thanzi, banja, sukulu, ntchito, chikondi ... Pomaliza - imfa ya moyo kale nthawi zina zachilengedwe.

Mu mphindi choonadi ndi chomwa mankhwalawa wogulitsa zozunguza ubongo osokoneza iye amazindikira kuti anataya. Monga Abale Grimm nthano za msilikali amene chidutswa cha golide pambuyo ntchito angapo kenako ankagulitsa kwa mwalawo.

"Ndipo ndi T ine N N S D tsa ndi anthu d - T ndi t ndi H o p choncho m D Y T H mauthenga R ndi N"

(Proust)